| Location | Aberdeen |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 10/04/2009 |
| Date of Death | 10/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 3,304 since 11/06/2009 |
| Creator |
On the 21 July 2008, I was shocked and surprised to find a pregancy test was positive. At 36 going
to be 37 in August couldnt believe the one thing in life I wanted so much was happening. I went and
bought another two just to confirm it and they were both positive.
How was I going to tell the baby's father, as he didnt want any more children as he already had two
girls and he was just getting his life back on track after his ex of ten years had thrown him out.
I wasnt expecting him to move in and play happy families as long as he supported us. I couldnt tell
him until the 26 July as that was when I saw him next. Needless to say he wasnt too happy infact he
wanted me to terminate the pregnancy. No way was I doing that as it may be my only chance, I hope
its not.
On my birthday on the 12 August he said he knew in his hearts of hearts that I couldnt get a
termination and that he would support us all he could.
I had my first midwife app on 13 August, but didnt really feel pregnant as she did nothing to
confirm I was pregnant. The only thing that made me feel pregnant was the sickness.
Just before my 12 weeks scan, had a huge fall out with the baby's father. I was meant to phone him
which I did, when he hadn't responded to my calls, I sent him a couple of texts. His ex text back
and said to stop phoning and texting him as he was with them because he loved them. With raging
hormones, I phoned and said he couldnt love them that much or he would have told her I was pregnant.
I also phoned and told his mum as he got me so upset and told me he wanted nothing to do with me or
baby.
On the 9 September, my 12 week scan, thats when I really knew I was pregant when I saw this tiny
blob on the screen that was my baby. Though was told I was only 11 weeks and my due date was given
as 31 March 2009. My friend came with me as my sister who was going to be my birthing partner
couldnt make it as my mum had an appointment.
At around 13 weeks the sickness stopped.
At my 16 week midwife appointment I heard my baby's heartbeat for the very first time what a lovely
sound.
I had wonderful support from friends and family and even his mum which did not please his ex, but
wasnt the same as having the support of a partner.
At my 20 weeks scan, my sister was so pleased to see her niece/nephew on the screen. The midwife
doing the scan could not believe how energetic my baby was. Infact baby was so energetic that she
could not see the right duct in the heart. She told me to go for a walk and come back as this might
settle baby down. Went back but baby had arms folded. So was told to go back the following week. The
following week baby was lying in an awkward position, she said it would be ok and if I ever needed a
later scan she would look then.
I never needed any later scans as had a very good pregnancy.
Over Chritmas 2008 was so excited at the prospect of having my baby with me the following
Christmas.
At my 28 week hospital appointment on 6 January 2009, they were pleased and said I would just get
the rest of my checks with my midwife at my local surgery.
I worked right up until 35 weeks pregnancy and was still working out at the gym until just before 41
weeks.
I went for my 40 week appointment on the 1 April I was booked to go in and get induced on 13 April
2009.By this time I was a little anxious as it was my first and didnt know what to expect.
Everything was ready for baby, the cot was made up, pram was already and cupboard full of clothes,
though not too many as didnt know if was having a boy or girl.
I really wanted a girl, the father wanted a boy, but the way he was with us he didnt deserve to get
what he wanted.
On Friday 3 April 2009 I had four contractions but they stopped so I went to bed. Over the weekend I
felt lack of movement from baby, but put it down to it being restricted in its movements.
On Monday I was a little concerned but knew I was seeing my midwife on the tues, so didnt phone
midwife unit.
At my midwife appointment on the Tuesday 7 April, alarm bells started ringing, she couldn't find a
heartbeat.
I was told to go straight to Aberdeen Maternity Hospital.
I drove to my mums to meet my sisiter as she was going to take me to hospital. I dont know how I
managed to drive to my mums from my surgery.
With tears stinging my eyes we drove to the hospital. I kept praying. PLEASE let my so wanted baby
be ok.
At the hospital they listened for a heartbeat, nothing.
The midwife said maybe baby was in an awkward postion,so she sent me for a scan.
We waited for the doctor to come and do a scan for what seemed like eternity. The doctor done the
scan and the whole time I had fingers crossed and saying PLEASE PLEASE be ok. Then the doctor said
I'm sorry your baby has no heartbeat.
How me and my sisiter cried.
I decided to go home that night and return on the Wednesday to be induced.
I was induced over two long days. My sister,brother in law, niece, nephew, friends and even baby's
father mum all visited the days I was being induced.
Then on 10 April 2009 (Good Friday) at 03:29hours, I delivered the most gorgeous girl,weighing in at
healthy 7lb 8oz my sister and niece were there.
When I held her how I wished she would cry. I decided then to call her Angel. The nurse took her
away and dressed her.
She took her back and I got to hold her dressed in little white suit and yellow cardigan and hat set
that I knitted.
Barry's mum (Angel's dad) came to visit and held her.
Just before my mum who came to visit and hold her granddaughter for the first and last time they
changed her into pink, I decided I wanted her laid to rest in pink as if she lived I would have
dressed her in lots of pink.
My beautiful baby was laid to rest on Thursday 16 April 2009 at the special babies burial ground at
Hazelhead cemetry Aberdeen.She had a lovley send off.
She is so loved and missed by all.
Rest in peace my darling little Angel.
I should be looking after you, but you can watch over me until we are together again.
Mummy loves and misses you every day princess
And all the family miss you too
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Three Little Words,xx
♥Three Little Words
Forget Me Not,
They Don't Say Much
But They Mean A lot,
Forget You Not
I Never Will,
For In My Heart
I Keep You Still.....♥
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LOVE JANET XX
GONE TOO SOON BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN
G od took you gently by the hand,
O n wings of love to another land,
N estled in the clouds up high,
E ternal life he gave you in the sky,
T he ones left behind have broken hearts,
O h they did not want you to depart,
O ne day you will all meet again,
S aving a place and no more pain,
O n wings of love in Heaven above,
O ur hearts are filled with lots of love,
N ever more then a heartbeat away,
Gone too soon but remembered every single day.
20TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.
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copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 2/07/09
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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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✿ 19TH NOVEMBER 2009 ✿
GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL.........
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✿ SENT WITH LOVE FROM JUDE.X X ✿
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18TH NOVEMBER 2009
♥............REMEMBERED ALWAYS ..................♥
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Up to the moon and the stars..
Way past Jupiter..
And way past Mars
You are missed by so many..
And loved so very much
If you can beautiful Angel..
Please stay in touch
We all love you precious Angel..
So just you remember this..
I will blow kisses up to heaven..
For our Angel that we miss
With love always, Jude. xXx
copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 18/10/09
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17TH NOVEMBER 2009
(✣) My Angel (✣)
(✣)My Angels halo shines with love
My Angel is in Gods arms above
My Angel is so beautiful you see..
My Angel watches down on me (✣)
(✣) (✣) (✣) (✣) (✣) (✣) (✣) (✣)
(✣)Sweet dreams precious Angel
Just you snuggle up tight
And rest your wings 'til morning light
Watch over all your family with love..
Beautiful Angel....
In Gods kingdom above (✣)
Love Jude. x x
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copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 10/11/09
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Love,
Phyllis and Lil Benjamin
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16TH NOVEMBER 2009
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LOVE ALWAYS JUDE. X X
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Nite nite angel xxx
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All my love, sleep tight xoxox
A Mother's Crown
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Heaven lit up with a mighty presence,
as the Angels all looked down.
Today the Lord was placing the jewels
Into my mother's crown.
He held up a golden crown,
as my darling mother looked on.
He said in His gentle voice,
‘I will now explain each one.’
‘The first gem,’ He said, ‘is a Ruby,
and it's for endurance alone,
for all the nights you waited up
for your children to come home.’
'For all the nights by their bedside,
you stayed till the fever went down.
For nursing every little wound,
I add this ruby to your crown.’
‘An emerald, I'll place by the ruby,
for leading your child in the right way.
For teaching them the lessons,
That made them who they are today.’
'For always being right there,
through all life's important events.
I give you a sapphire stone,
for the time and love you spent.’
‘For untying the strings that held them,
when they grew up and left home.
I give you this one for courage.’
Then the Lord added a garnet stone.
‘I'll place a stone of amethyst,’ He said.
‘For all the times you spent on your knees,
when you asked if I'd take care of your children,
and then for having faith in Me.’
‘I have a pearl for every little sacrifice
that you made without them knowing.
For all the times you went without,
to keep them happy, healthy and growing.’
'And last of all I have a diamond,
the greatest one of all,
for sharing unconditional love
whether they were big or small.’
‘It was you love that helped them grow
Feeling safe and happy and proud
A love so strong and pure
It could shift the darkest cloud.’
After the Lord placed the last jewel in,
He said, ‘Your crown is now complete,
You’ve earned your place in Heaven
With your children at your feet.’
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