| Location | Forever In My Heart |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 10/04/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 17,094 since 11/06/2009 |
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PLEASE READ 21 October 2011 Thankyou to all my lovely gone too soon friends that Light candles, leave tributes and lovely pics for my precious Angel and my furry friend Emmy
Sorry have not been lighting candles alot the last few weeks but have so much going on that I hardly ever get on and have had internet problems the last few weeks
Am hoping to get on more but if I dont you and your precious Angels are always in my thoughts
Love to you all and your Precious Angels always
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On the 21 July 2008, I was shocked and surprised to find a pregancy test was positive. At 36 going to be 37 in August couldnt believe the one thing in life I wanted so much was happening. I went and bought another two just to confirm it and they were both positive.
How was I going to tell the baby's father, as he didnt want any more children as he already had two girls and he was just getting his life back on track after his ex of ten years had thrown him out.
I wasnt expecting him to move in and play happy families as long as he supported us. I couldnt tell him until the 26 July as that was when I saw him next. Needless to say he wasnt too happy infact he wanted me to terminate the pregnancy. No way was I doing that as it may be my only chance, I hope its not.
On my birthday on the 12 August he said he knew in his hearts of hearts that I couldnt get a termination and that he would support us all he could.
I had my first midwife app on 13 August, but didnt really feel pregnant as she did nothing to confirm I was pregnant. The only thing that made me feel pregnant was the sickness.
Just before my 12 weeks scan, had a huge fall out with the baby's father. I was meant to phone him which I did, when he hadn't responded to my calls, I sent him a couple of texts. His ex text back and said to stop phoning and texting him as he was with them because he loved them. With raging hormones, I phoned and said he couldnt love them that much or he would have told her I was pregnant. I also phoned and told his mum as he got me so upset and told me he wanted nothing to do with me or baby.
On the 9 September, my 12 week scan, thats when I really knew I was pregant when I saw this tiny blob on the screen that was my baby. Though was told I was only 11 weeks and my due date was given as 31 March 2009. My friend came with me as my sister who was going to be my birthing partner couldnt make it as my mum had an appointment.
At around 13 weeks the sickness stopped.
At my 16 week midwife appointment I heard my baby's heartbeat for the very first time what a lovely sound.
I had wonderful support from friends and family and even his mum which did not please his ex, but wasnt the same as having the support of a partner.
At my 20 weeks scan, my sister was so pleased to see her niece/nephew on the screen. The midwife doing the scan could not believe how energetic my baby was. Infact baby was so energetic that she could not see the right duct in the heart. She told me to go for a walk and come back as this might settle baby down. Went back but baby had arms folded. So was told to go back the following week. The following week baby was lying in an awkward position, she said it would be ok and if I ever needed a later scan she would look then.
I never needed any later scans as had a very good pregnancy.
Over Chritmas 2008 was so excited at the prospect of having my baby with me the following Christmas.
At my 28 week hospital appointment on 6 January 2009, they were pleased and said I would just get the rest of my checks with my midwife at my local surgery.
I worked right up until 35 weeks pregnancy and was still working out at the gym until just before 41 weeks.
I went for my 40 week appointment on the 1 April I was booked to go in and get induced on 13 April 2009.By this time I was a little anxious as it was my first and didnt know what to expect.
Everything was ready for baby, the cot was made up, pram was already and cupboard full of clothes, though not too many as didnt know if was having a boy or girl.
I really wanted a girl, the father wanted a boy, but the way he was with us he didnt deserve to get what he wanted.
On Friday 3 April 2009 I had four contractions but they stopped so I went to bed. Over the weekend I felt lack of movement from baby, but put it down to it being restricted in its movements.
On Monday I was a little concerned but knew I was seeing my midwife on the tues, so didnt phone midwife unit.
At my midwife appointment on the Tuesday 7 April, alarm bells started ringing, she couldn't find a heartbeat.
I was told to go straight to Aberdeen Maternity Hospital.
I drove to my mums to meet my sisiter as she was going to take me to hospital. I dont know how I managed to drive to my mums from my surgery.
With tears stinging my eyes we drove to the hospital. I kept praying. PLEASE let my so wanted baby be ok.
At the hospital they listened for a heartbeat, nothing.
The midwife said maybe baby was in an awkward postion,so she sent me for a scan.
We waited for the doctor to come and do a scan for what seemed like eternity. The doctor done the scan and the whole time I had fingers crossed and saying PLEASE PLEASE be ok. Then the doctor said I'm sorry your baby has no heartbeat.
How me and my sisiter cried.
I decided to go home that night and return on the Wednesday to be induced.
I was induced over two long days. My sister,brother in law, niece, nephew, friends and even baby's father mum all visited the days I was being induced.
Then on 10 April 2009 (Good Friday) at 03:29hours, I delivered the most gorgeous girl,weighing in at healthy 7lb 8oz my sister and niece were there.
When I held her how I wished she would cry. I decided then to call her Angel. The nurse took her away and dressed her.
She took her back and I got to hold her dressed in little white suit and yellow cardigan and hat set that I knitted.
Barry's mum (Angel's dad) came to visit and held her.
Just before my mum who came to visit and hold her granddaughter for the first and last time they changed her into pink, I decided I wanted her laid to rest in pink as if she lived I would have dressed her in lots of pink.
My beautiful baby was laid to rest on Thursday 16 April 2009 at the special babies burial ground at Hazelhead cemetry Aberdeen.She had a lovley send off.
She is so loved and missed by all.
Rest in peace my darling little Angel.
I should be looking after you, but you can watch over me until we are together again.
Mummy loves and misses you every day princess
And all the family miss you too
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Tomorrow
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me
As much as I love you
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
In heaven far above
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love
But when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His great golden throne
He said "This is eternity
And all I've promised you"
I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past
So when tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart
Author Unknown
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LOVE ALWAYS, VIKKI
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Always There
How sweet to know, dear angel fair,
That you are ever near
To guard and guide me day and night,
To whisper in my ear
That God is great, His grace divine,
His love for all a love sublime,
And as you lead the steps I take
With tender, loving care,
I thank the Lord with humble heart
That you are always there.
Vi Chevalier
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Goodnight Sweetheart
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“May the stars carry your sadness away,
may the flowers fill your heart with beauty,
may hope forever wipe away your tears,
and, above all, may silence make you strong.”
~ Chief Dan George ~
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╚╝─╚╝─╚╝─╩╝──╩╚─╩─╚╝─╩╩──╩──♥ ANGEL ♥
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Thank you so much for all your support on my brother Karls Angel day 15th January.So much love, kindness,candles,gifts,poems,pictures,tributes and well wishes.All helped the day go a little gentle.Knowing my brother is remebered with love.means so much.He grew his wings at 17 years of age.sorry i have not been every day.i am having health problems,and personal problems.I just dont feel i am strong at the moment to be on Gts every day.Since losing my precious grandmother.Whom was a mother to me from birth.Raised me up.My best friend.I will try and come on as much as i can.Taking each day as it comes.Godbless you and your loved ones.Always in my heart forever.Love Halina and her Angels xxxx hugs xxx SORRY IF I MISS ANY SPECIAL DAYS,I WILL POP ON EVERY DAY X
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We'll Never Say Goodbye
I cannot see you with my eyes
Or hear you with my ears,
But thoughts of you are with me still
And often dry my tears.
You whisper in the rustling leaves
That linger in the fall,
And in the gentle evening breeze,
I'm sure I hear you call.
A part of you remains with me
That none can take away;
It gives me strength to carry on
At dawning of each day.
I think of happy times we shared
And then I softly sigh,
But this I know--we'll meet again
And never say good-bye.
Larry Howland
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THE SHIP OF SOULS
DAVID CANNON
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The lighthouse breaks the haze,
In an eerie nightly mist,
Sat alone upon the harbor,
A ghostly child awaits his ship,
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Dressed in shorts and cap,
A teddybear in his embrace,
Gazing blankly over oceans,
Sat upon an old suitcase,
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His cries haunt the darkness,
Echoing beyond the afterlife,
He awaits the ship of souls,
To carry him to heavens light,
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And there upon horizon’s,
A ghostly vessel rides the sky,
Sounding horns played by angels,
Sent to take the souls on high,
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Shining bright amidst the black,
Slowly descending into fall,
Drops anchor by the harbor,
“All aboard” the Captain calls,
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The touching hands of angels,
Gently lift him in there grip,
He says farewell to the world,
Then sails away into the mist.
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♥ LIGHTING A CANDLE WITH LOTS OF LOVE ♥
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♥ ~ Love is a canvas,furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination ♥
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